Divorce
Two boys
Sons before school
Dad’s darlings
Learning to swing
“…all by yourself!!!”
Under a friendly sun
Free vitamin D
Lace of green tree buds
Song of wandering sparrows
Who knows the sorrows of another?
Really Got A hold On Me
and
one
night
long after it
was new
some after hours basement
by some cover band
finally
we got to dance
felt right through
and we both knew ~
tighter tighter
Baby It’s You
cross well polished floors
games the size of life and death
reckless
how else could it be
matching my heart
with your steel
way over my head
cause baby it’s you
Today Is Tuesday (Sometimes in writing Life 2)
have to cut back on the computer
it’s pretty bad
hours of my life a day sucked away
nothing done
neck aches wrist aches
contacts dry fall out of my eyes like pieces of glass
from now on check in once a week
cater to those fan-based minions
socialize with those multitudinous faces
post a plog upon the blogs
once a week
maybe Mondays
got dressed drove into town
picked up a case of Lebanese red
two bottles Tyrconnel
litre of un-oaked Chardonnay for cooking
stack of legal sized pads,
and a few pounds Italian coffee
Today is Tuesday
I have liberation to celebrate.
Now Safe In Snug Harbour
Think there is nothing left because
Things are not they way they were?
I have shouted at the city-blocked midnight
Danced fence post crooked side walked racially slurred neighbourhoods
Found my way past numerous boot strap bras soft slung underwear
Love named and nameless roof tops vestibules pine wood parked cars basements garages around the corner from some bar
All long railroads of dreams no longer gleaming dull rust into misuse
What is this pulse less thing?
Where is the pushing through my blood?
Undeniable maniacal all experience worth while
How failing of words to name you muse?
Once I belonged to your ancient word
Once midnight meant something swinging at the park
Shouting strings continuous words
Stars sky earth and bug sounds
Hardly known girl beside me
Waiting supplicant for the dew that would soon cover us
Cold reservoir air upon one another
Our open mouths another universe.
And days or nights never mattered
Hit by shrapnel amphetamine opiate subduction
Elegantly by psychedelics led
Behind whatever it is things have become?
Oh these things were meat for you
All this was blessed for words by you
And I needed to know nothing because all newness was all sacred.
Tears of lovers in the dark
Knowing soon that we would part
No longer see another day
The way we were
Now so far away
All my instruments pointed
All my solitude true
It was not to other lovers
No mortal could compare
No substance base, mercurial,
Nothing compared to you.
I could not understand factories of men and beer
Days are always going on
Streams of hours like cars, trucks, motorcycles
Steadily scrambling through
As if on some desperate mission
Important business somewhere else
Not very often quiet
Hardly any attention to my imagined rules of the road
I am not important enough
For a slow down –
Lucky the buggers haven’t come full stop yet I suppose.
because
the sun is out
i’m just sitting in the shade
breezes stir the unkempt lawn
music drifts out the kitchen door
Ali Farka Toure and Roy Cooder
and because of this
and because of the bourbon ginger lime in my glass
and the perfectly drawing romeo y julieta
i could be anywhere
any you could come
except America
Contributor Series 7: The Confessional Diary of Bone