Think there is nothing left because
Things are not they way they were?
I have shouted at the city-blocked midnight
Danced fence post crooked side walked racially slurred neighbourhoods
Found my way past numerous boot strap bras soft slung underwear
Love named and nameless
roof tops-vestibules – pinewood -parked cars – basements – garages – around the corner from some bar
All long railroads of dreams no longer gleaming dull rust misuse
Waiting supplicant for the dew that would soon cover us
Cold reservoir air upon one another
Our mouths an open universe.
And days or nights never mattered
Hit by shrapnel amphetamine opiate subduction
Elegantly by psychedelics led,
What is behind whatever it is that things have become?
Oh these were meat for you
All this was blessed for words by you
And I needed to know was nothing because all newness was all sacred.
Tears of lovers in the dark
Knowing soon that we would part
No longer see another day
The way we were
Now so far away
All my instruments pointed
All my solitude true
It was not to other lovers
No mortal could compare
No substance base, mercurial,
will ever compare with you.
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I could not understand factories of men and beer