not deaf
but rather
does not listen.
not choice
but rather
submitting.
not ignorance
but rather grateful
for distraction.
freed from the sound then
everything crying.
not deaf
but rather
does not listen.
not choice
but rather
submitting.
not ignorance
but rather grateful
for distraction.
freed from the sound then
everything crying.
cheese sandwich & white wine breakfast
try to keep these pages from the mayonnaise
I am not really a poet,
I just can’t write long stories
~
How plain
this poem
about breakfast
so
boring
like a painting of a bowl of fruit
or something.
April 27, 1978
No matter what,
If I sit still, there is peace.
Today’s offerings:
The sun brought warm gold
The sky unlimited sapphire
Cloud white pearls
The birds rainbow song
The water in my glass pure crystal
A breeze soft cool silk
My eyes brought seeing
Ears – hearing
Nose – scents
Mouth – tasting
Body – feeling
Mind – thinking
Breath – breathing.
Awareness – Ah
My heart – practice
.
dream away about you
when i wake up in the morning
know my dreams not true
cause when i wake up in the morning
I’m still without you
been all around this world
learned a thing or two
but i never learned nothing
help me get over you
now sunlight is coming
sit alone in my room
light another cigarette
watch the spirals clear
might go to the kitchen
might go out to the street
don’t really make no difference
ain’t no getting away from this
Beside whatever water there was there
Over flowing bowl an undulate of green tendrils
Draped swan songs
Left morning a capture of sorrow
She reached out to nothing there
She reached out to something ridged
Pulling itself from her heart
In and out
A pornograph of pain
The table set with only bones
Memories picked clean
A criticism of cutlery
Every single question ever asked –
A useless pointlessness recycling
Kindness
~
the girl in the high heel boots
wishes she could pull something out of me
that would make her feel better
something with a life of its own
something magical
something that might even bite her
before disappearing into her audience
but this hat drooled by any rain
hemmed by cough and smoke
hods only the emptiness of my life
realizing my face , no slight of hand
she reaches from her pocket
drops something useful so that i can pretend i found it.
religion
of
peace
only
people
of peace
be one
~
there is no need
to
prove
anything
to any god
whatever god
there is
already knows
it takes no
courage
to prove
yourself to god
~
only peace
requires courage,
great courage
be couragous
~
what is peace?
it is nothing passive,
it is the
compassionate
forgiving
confident
actions
of a
courageous person
be one
just another piece of my heart
my little blue wolves
someday soon
the hunter
lonely
vulnerable
edible
will come
don’t worry
She on many occasions
felt an entanglement
of her own physicality
No matter how much
knowledge acquired,
philosophy believed in,
a mans world stuck in her head
and not the James Browns version.
our young pale fish bodies
enter paler our silver blood
occult our hearts still
beat mono chromatic
mono chromatic
mono chromatic
porcelain knows nothing
of our muted skin
the old religion of your eyes
an accent of long strings made from the heart of my wild days
contrary backwards ridden horses
painted nights of our own solitude
mystical marvelous
fingerprints phosphorescent
our mouths still meet like that
all blue tattoo
all willingly open offerings of sky
fearless
cities of our violence ebbing rhythmically
a shore line languid with our peace